Dilemma

ape la kn...br start blogging da nk start with a problem...
well actly bkn la problem sgt kot...just that this thing has been bugging me...
rimassssssssss.....mcm menjadi satu kesalahan plak if i dont just do what would "seem" right..

Ok, heres the thing...

This person was a good friend of mine for a couple of years..we were really close...
then, we had a problem [which i cant rmbr what it was but the wound has yet fully recover..]

Due to the dreams i had, the feelings that hit me...i thought i should reconcile and makes things better, put the past behind and be friends with that person again. So I said hi and all and we went out, then we were friends again...

Few weeks later, (or months i can't rmbr), we drifted apart. Again. This time i think it was because one of us or maybe both of us wasn't honest being in the relationship.

So now, after monthssss....i have this feeling again...i'm not sure if its sympathy or that i am ready to forgive n forget [which i am not sure i am able to do again after failing, for unclear reason, the first time]...I dont want to make a mistake and make a fool of myself by making the move to start the friendship again and have that person to feel FORCED or be a HYPOCRITE to be friends again.

Don't get me wrong, i am not at all, miserable living without that person. It's just that this feeling that i should just forgive & forget n start things over that is bugging me..


idk...


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